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remember when i was so strange and likable?
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[Sunday, Dec 6, 2009 @ 12:25 pm] |
it was a long ride on the southbound train. i thought about everything, i thought about you and me. i guess it just wasnt meant to be. i lost the boy that i thought would marry me.
well i go to a bar looking for a boy that'll change my world. but all i find when i get home, im drunk and alone. i lost the boy that i thought would marry me. so i play a couple cords and i drink a little more, and i pass out on the floor. i get a little high and then i wonder why im not playing anymore. the morphine's taken my soul. i guess i wash it down with the biggest, cheapest bottle of alcohol. well im gonna kill myself at least one last time. ill drink myself to death at least one more time. |
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[Saturday, Nov 21, 2009 @ 10:34 am] |
im caught in a bad romance.
i hate this.
he is so amazing and he doesnt know it.
he tells me im beautiful and
he wants to be with me.
bad bad romance.
i wish it were easier. |
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[Sunday, Nov 8, 2009 @ 4:03 pm] |
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i wish i had money to do my externship in europe. |
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[Friday, Oct 2, 2009 @ 12:55 am] |
culinary school is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i crave the kitchen. i go to sleep writing recipes in my head. everyone is my class is rad, all my chefs are fucking amazing. i cant believe im this lucky, that this is school, that this is what i get to do for the rest of my life. the quality of food we get to cook with and the fine dining restaurants we get to work in just amazes me. and to have these ridiculously accomplished chefs think i have great potential just blows my mind.
the rest of my life has already started. |
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[Monday, Aug 24, 2009 @ 1:10 pm] |
this has been an epic summer.
magical disneyland, margaritas, my partners in crime, tanning, reading, doing nothing, working short days, bars and restaurants, boys, grills, ending things with __cuttsyourfa, lady gaga, clipping coupons, bacardi, captain morgan, tequila shots, nasty drinks but lisa drinking them anyways, pool, jacuzzi, gossiping, trying to come up with different names for wade, fake drug busts, acting tough, praying we dont die when leila drives, movies, my house, bella wella, jb jb jb, chillis, missing happy hour, drive bys, matthew mcconaughey, funny voicemails, twitter, acting sober, sneaking drinks, being loud.
this was one for the books.
my life in ten days. |
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[Friday, Jul 24, 2009 @ 1:45 pm] |
summer is going great.
im starting culinary school on september 4th.
my new boy is still around.
dont really know what else to say,
im having a good time. |
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